Hellp Syndrome

Posted On Wednesday, June 08, 2011  by megan

 I lost my baby Gabriel on April 9th, 2011. I went to the hospital vomiting and with pain in my upper right abdomen, and my doctor told me it was trapped gas and sent me home.  Three days later I was in so much pain I went back to the hospital, and my liver was failing, my platelet count was down to 7,000.  I ended up being transferred to another hospital and they had to deliver my precious angel.  I was only 22 weeks.  My baby boy only weighed 7 oz. and 9 inches long.  This is by far the hardest thing I have ever gone through. I really don't know how to cope.  The hardest part was telling my eight-year-old twins that their baby brother was gone to heaven with their nana.  To all the moms that have experienced a terrible loss such as mine I am truly sorry.  I pray that my heart and yours will someday mend, but at this time I have no hope for that.