<t>thanks Anne<br/> Katie, yeah who knows I may really enjoy working with him. I do love being around kids too. Glad to hear about your experience with going back to teaching. thanks for your response, it is helpful to think of this a little bit beforehand, instead of being taken completely for surp...

you aren't alone I have felt that way too.
Sorry about what that brought up for you. I remember being very surprised by the intensity of feelings and was shocked at how certain circumstances seem to unleash profound grief.

I took on a new client at work. I haven't started yet but my job is to take care of a 4 yr old boy. (Mom is temporarily unable to care for him) Kai would be 4yrs old as well. I'm not really sure how I'll react. I may be fine? Maybe I'm kidding myself.

I'll be thinking of you and hoping you get some more time before delivering. Glad the dopplers are looking good and that they are keeping an eye on you.

<t>oh hun, i'm sorry you are having a tough time. I did some EMDR too and took an antidepressent. I say whatever is going to support you best. This is horribly difficult to go through. And I think we are all different, I'm still finding my way with it, 4 years out, and I sort of tucked it away(the g...

I just joined up not too long ago. I'm Lynne Ringwalt on fb.
but I also go by Barbara

thanks all, your words and virtual hugs, I could really feel them. like a balm. they eased some of my pain.
I'm so grateful for your support

I love you gals!

<t>I guess I'm dealing with a lot lately. I have been trying to get pregnant for about 1 1/2 yrs now without being able to. I'm almost 46yrs old now, and I guess I'm grieving over Kai still, as well as the loss of probably not having a family. I know I could still have a family, maybe some other way...

Lisa, I'm thinking of you and so sorry you are going through this.

<t>I do sometimes, It's been over 4 years for me. This last time was a few months ago and they coincided with my blood pressure being pretty high. Since I've been on bp meds the spots have gone. I have had on and off again high blood pressure for the last several years and I assume that is why I rec...