The emotions of infant loss
It’s devastating to recognize that pregnancy does not always end with a healthy mom and baby coming home in the modern age. The fact that women and babies still die during pregnancy and childbirth can be overwhelming. Having a friend or family member who experienced loss during an unexpected, severe case of preeclampsia and/or HELLP syndrome may be the first time that you have personally experienced infant death.
Start with recognizing your own emotional state. You may experience shock, frustration, anger, regret, helplessness, sadness, or even numbness/avoidance. You may feel unclear what to say. You may feel as though you cannot go see the family of loss. Recognize that all of these emotional reactions are quite normal during a pregnancy loss. There is no single "right" way to feel when a senseless tragedy like this occurs.
The best place to start is to check in with yourself emotionally and recognize what you are feeling, so that you can appropriately separate it from the emotions that your loved ones may feel.
What to say (and not say)
It’s hard to know what to say to parents who have experienced a pregnancy or infant loss because of preeclampsia or HELLP syndrome. You may never have gone through something so tragic and painful in your own life, but even if you have, each person’s grief is different. Here are a few recommendations on what to say:
There are also things that NO parent of pregnancy or infant loss wants to hear. This includes hearing about other people’s experiences, suggesting that the pain will disappear, or that their baby is somehow “replaceable.” Please do not say any of the following:
Each of these phrases represent ways that people try to "make sense" of the senseless tragedy of an infant death, but they are not helpful. At the end of the day, if you cannot think of what to say, don't say anything. A big hug and your presence may be all that a loved one needs in the moment.
Remember Mom AND Dad
Grief can affect men and women very differently. Remember that although Mom may have carried their baby, Dad is mourning too. Each person's grief is unique and may manifest in different ways. While it may seem obvious to comfort a mom who has had preeclampsia as she physically recovers, don't forget that Dad is also holding together the pieces too.
The Loss of a Whole Lifetime
Parents of loss will tell you that infant loss is not one single moment in time. Each year, the anniversary of their child's death comes around, and with it, a recognition of all the loss potential of their child's life: birthdays, milestones, family moments, holidays, and everyday occurances. A parent of loss knows when their child would have headed off to kindergarten; taken their first visit to a college; enjoyed the celebration of a family holiday. It is a void that can never be filled, but it holds a permanent space in the family where that child would have been and all the things they may have done.
Many parents of loss will reflect that while people often think they need to avoid speaking about their baby, most appreciate it when someone remembers their child and speaks their name. Even if a parent is not speaking about their child in the moment, you can be certain that they think of them frequently, especially during the big and small moments of life. Most parents would say that they appreciate it when you let them know that you miss and think about their child too.
Unique Needs of Preeclampsia/HELLP syndrome patients
Preeclampsia and other hypertensive disorders of pregnancy affect both the mother and the baby’s well-being. Your loved one may be facing medical recovery of her own on top of the emotions of a pregnancy or infant loss. She may have also come very near losing her life as well. It’s important that you ask what you can do to assist in a way that reflects what your loved ones need. Please see our article on how to “show up for a preeclampsia mom" for unique tips on how to be there for her.
For those who have experienced the loss of a baby, what would you have liked your loved ones to know? What would you add to this list? Send us your feedback.
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