Well I got pregnant unexpected at 30 years old.

I already had 2 kids prior to this one 9 years ago and I never had pre eclampsia with either one of them. But, I did have high blood pressure before I even became pregnant and when I did my blood pressure stayed at 214/205 every single time, but I was never given anything or put on bed rest or anything.

Well at 25 weeks and 3 days along I started feeling discomfort in the top part of my stomach so uncomfortable I couldnt sleep. As the night passed on I woke up at 3:00 a.m with a puddle of blood on the sheets jumped up went to the bathroom and out comes blood clots I start freaking out screaming let's get to the hospital to my husband.

We get there and the slight pain went away and the bleeding had stopped but they kept me in there to observe the baby and me.

Two days pass and I'm getting that uncomfortable feeling again in my stomach all night tossing and turning. By the morning of Nov 16th, 2018 at 10:15  a nurse comes in saying "let's go, you're having your surgery this morning." I was scared for the baby and me.

When I woke up, I was in recovery with family surrounding my bed side. The first thing I asked was "is he ok, did he make it?" They all smiled and said yes he is in the NICU.

As I walk into the NICU the very next day I see all these tiny lil babies everywhere and machines are going off like crazy and there was my bundle of joy hes name was Thomas and nick name TREY.

He stole my heart right then. He was so tiny weighing in at 1lb 8 o.z 12 inches long. Such a miracle he survived. He was the best thing that has ever happen to me . After 4 months 3 weeks and 6 days later, I had to make the hardest decision no mom should ever have to make either let my him lay there and suffer or let him finally be at peace.

My baby passed away March 15th, from having to have obstruction bowel surgery. BUT HE SURVIVE BIRTH he sure was my blessing I miss him every single day.